it's been so long

have you people realized how much music sucks these days?! like mucho much? i mean since when is "gives you hell" a good song? unless your face is damn ugly i don't think its going to petrify me...but anyways! today is valentin's day and i am detemined to be joyful. with a smile. a smile you frikin emos! is there something wrong with that?

i saw this video where the radio station is playing a game where the headphones are turned up really loud so you can't hear yourself and you have to sing that way..so it gets really hard to stay on tune but somehow david archuleta does it! his voice doesn't make me "omfg!" though... :P sorry for all you fan people... Y you guys! i already miss you... :( but that's okay because im going to make sure i see lot's of people this vacation.

and i watched the millionare matchmaker today...there's this pervert who wants to talk about...things. like the first thing he said when he walked into a crowd of women was "let's get drunk and talk about sex!" way to go dipshit! that really makes me want to get to know you...and he was obsessed with himself. "do you think im the hottest guy you've ever seen?" i just wanted to jump in the tv and slap that bitch. "fuck no! you look like MY ASs!"

i have issues. deal with it...sigh. if only i was normal. llala.